• Kuldeep Tiwari

Freedom






















2019


"You know ... why do you give me so much relief, because you do not scare me"…


"… I am not afraid that I will lose you… because you are not mine… It is good that we are just the needs of each other… and when these needs will be finished, our way too”…



- "… Which one of us wants to settle here… If even this will be a story we will not be playing its character"…



"… I don't expect anything from you nor you from me ... how good is this freedom" ...


- ... "Wait five minutes, I just came and will talk again ..."


Ok…

………. Waiting


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Next Morning…


"... what happened is all right ... you did not come online again I was waiting till late in the night" ...


- "... nothing right ... When I went to drink water yesterday, the mobile remained here ... and when I came back, he was watching our chatting ..." ...


"Ohh no ... Then your husband said something to you? ..." ...


... waiting



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Around 1965 -


"… This life is open air, and this society is a gold cage… If you want freedom, you will have to give up the greed of the gold cage"…


The whole class was listening to his words silently…


Finishing his lecture, he left for the staff room very fast ...

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"Dude, everyone knows that he is a little strange, but he says things very well ... Sometimes!


- Sometimes? ... Not always? ...


" … Yes! Probably always! ... because sometimes he says a lot to not understanand easily sometimes speaks a lot in a little "…


- Talking students leave the class.


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Taking thought his big eyes ... He was moving towards the staff room, taking a fast step with his long legs. The sound of the churning of his kurta and the sound of slippers falling on the floor could be gauged.


As soon as he entered the staff room, he quickly pulled out a chair and sat facing towards the window.


His sudden behavior calmed the people sitting there…. And started mingling with each other


"... what people want ... I spend some time with Rajni ... I talk to her ... she also likes it ... I do not force her to do this… then why does Gupta get it wrong… and if there was any problem then he would say to me, what was the need to say to my father… One is already upset with me and my thinking… and now all of this "...


"... we only talk and sit together ... sometimes go for a walk ... she likes to read it and I have a library ...

We have never done anything wrong… and even if we had done something… it would have been our wish...


"… Why does not a person live free… himself remains a prisoner in the hope of loyalty to someone, but wants to imprison someone else as well… Rajni's husband Gupta is in one such prison”…


Looking out of the window with his eyes, these thoughts of his mind were running fast. Even the sunlight coming from the window was not able to bring her face.

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2019


- Hi…


"… Hi, where are you ... Today, after four days, you send me a message… Your husband said something to you ??? ..."


- "… he is not talking to me ... remain angry ..." "... it will take some time for all to become normal ... still can't talk much... by…"


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1965


"... I am talking to you, come with me ... leave your husband ..." - she told Rajni sitting in front him ...


- Will you take someone else's wife? ...


"What is in it, we like each other ... !!! You like me, don't you ...?


Rajni smiled a little… got up to close the book in front of her and kept it back in the cupboard.



- "... but you will keep me where ... because after this you will be thrown out of the house, there is a small job, even if you don't mind ..."


The next moment he wakes up and goes to Rajni… Rajni is a little scared after finding him very close to her…


"You did not answer my question…" ...


Both of them stare at each other for a few moments.





- "… someone is coming maybe - Rajni headed towards the court and pretended to look around, she left the library…"


He wanted to stop her but very quickly she left the room…


His eyes were still fixed on the door ... With his eyes, he was looking at the passing day and the coming evening ... The thoughts of his mind which were running fast till the afternoon was now gone ... as the sunshine of the day was on her face now changing her color away...


"To want someone is also to enslave her… I just like her but, she desires to have a safe and secure life… She knows to be free by living in limits and I was thinking of becoming a slave," After a long time, his face was relaxed ...


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2019


- "… I wish that this time passes quickly and you can start talking again as soon as possible…"

... "you used to touch my body with your words ... then, by touching my untouched body, my husband used to bring it to its end ... How relaxed it was in that freedom…"

"... I have become a slave to an unwanted situation "




"But we will be free soon ... will be there soon ... I am coming to Next Week Delhi, plan to meet ... you have messaged me today after 8 days ... Chatting on the phone is enough ... "


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1965


This morning he was free .... with the desire of Rajni ... with the unwanted job ... and now also from that city.


When freedom is to fly, then this sky is also no limit ...


And he blew… very high… He first became himself and then crossed himself… The world still tries to imprison him, but he is now Osho…

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2019


Both of us were also free .... in his city (Delhi) ... in each other's arms ... everything became normal with time ... Now, whenever we get a chance we celebrate independence. ..


Slaves should just realize that they are slaves then the revolution happens itself…

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